A long process!

Its been a while since i last blogged. Well, there's not a lot to say really. Im still doing 30/40mins running, its jogging more than running really. I have to keep the pace on the easy mark.

I feel there is some inprovement, but its very slow. To be honest, its really getting me down. I just want to be normal again!! And do whatever i want. I keep reading about all the training going on at the club, on the track and the balke tests and i want to be part of it. Also the MWL, i love doing them, but this year, i wont be.

I go through stages of really being motivated with trying to get my injury sorted, then other days, i just feel, sod it, i cant be bothered with it anymore.

Im not able to get myself to the club, when i not away at work, purely because i would find it would make me feel worse!! Silly maybe, but i would feel really depressed, just coming to notices, then having to go home again, whilst everyone else went off to train. I know some people do that and even come to encourage at the training sessions when they are injured, but im afraid ,im not one of those people. Im finding this time difficult enough already.

Ive accepted as well, i may not be able to do Berlin marathon either. Its all booked and paid for. The plan was to run it and train with Sharon. I would need to start training for it in the next month or so. I will just have to see how things are going. Im not going for a time at Berlin, so i may be able to get away with less training. I will still go though, whether i run it or not, to support Sharon.